the world is falling apart…..

after all those nice and good blog post here comes  the blog post which proves the old adage,” nothing is permanent … everything is temporary”.

my good days just came to an end…. like ravan my empire just crashed with lots of misfortunes occurring on the same day….. in those events, two are the biggest and had influenced me a lot….

first is about the s*****… actually we don’t have a scene in each others life…. see the complete situation is as follows…. I am in 2nd year and she is also in 2nd year… but I saw her only 1 year later and the entire techfest thing is just about 5 days and I know it is not possible for anyone to fall in love in just 5 days…. it is impossible if you two are in talks with each other but we aren’t getting time to talk to each other… so nothing can happen and I should back off or I will get an entire new experience about girls and after that in our eyes we both will be a monster and bad ones , but that’s not they way… I know you agree to it as  it is  a good thing to fall apart happily and peacefully….. so that no one gets hurt emotionally……. we  talked about an hour and I fell for her but I don’t know what she feels for me….. I don’t know why always it happens with me only….. why I always fails in this….. I don’t know….. I really don’t know….. I think I am born to be unlucky with the girls…. even my close friends(sex=female) doesn’t stay with me for long……

 

second is not that important but it is an important one….. my grades gave decreased last semester and my thinking process and ideology is under lots of allegations and questions from everyone and even from mu closed ones….  in short my bad phase in life had just started again and again my pain and suffering had increased and I think I will never become a normal person….

 

from tommorrow it is final that I will be available to my friends and work only…. from tomorrow only work , work and work…… work is the only solution for my problems….. only doing work  is the cure….. my feelings are my weakness and my expectations from a person too……

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the world is falling apart…..

after all those nice and good blog post here comes  the blog post which proves the old adage,” nothing is permanent … everything is temporary”.

my good days just came to an end…. like ravan my empire just crashed with lots of misfortunes occurring on the same day….. in those events, two are the biggest and had influenced me a lot….

first is about the s*****… actually we don’t have a scene in each others life…. see the complete situation is as follows…. I am in 2nd year and she is also in 2nd year… but I saw her only 1 year later and the entire techfest thing is just about 5 days and I know it is not possible for anyone to fall in love in just 5 days…. it is impossible if you two are in talks with each other but we aren’t getting time to talk to each other… so nothing can happen and I should back off or I will get an entire new experience about girls and after that in our eyes we both will be a monster and bad ones , but that’s not they way… I know you agree to it as  it is  a good thing to fall apart happily and peacefully….. so that no one gets hurt emotionally……. we  talked about an hour and I fell for her but I don’t know what she feels for me….. I don’t know why always it happens with me only….. why I always fails in this….. I don’t know….. I really don’t know….. I think I am born to be unlucky with the girls…. even my close friends(sex=female) doesn’t stay with me for long……

 

second is not that important but it is an important one….. my grades gave decreased last semester and my thinking process and ideology is under lots of allegations and questions from everyone and even from mu closed ones….  in short my bad phase in life had just started again and again my pain and suffering had increased and I think I will never become a normal person….

 

from tommorrow it is final that I will be available to my friends and work only…. from tomorrow only work , work and work…… work is the only solution for my problems….. only doing work  is the cure….. my feelings are my weakness and my expectations from a person too……

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first talk…. a beginning of a new friendship…..

today was the day of icebreaker…. I finally gather the strength to talk to her…. I approached her for the compiling software of the automated robot for which she replied she has it in her dorm, for which I replied it’s ok…. then I gather some more  strength and again dared to start talking with her by saying sorry to her as the last time a****  introduced her to me as I was on the call with n*****…. but then it was the session of endless talks from my side, she was just an audience as I was telling her about my adventures in the colleges , in the end I asked her about her adventures in which she replied she had none as if her parents found about her they will scold her and something like that….. man , she is a killer in academics too… she got 8.7 in the 1st sem and I got 8.64 in the first sem….. so she is a proven intelligent one and with the level of questions she used to ask in the robotics class , I found out that she is very inquisitive in nature and I like that attitude as today it is very difficult to find someone who is really interested in something just like me I am not at all interested in robotics, I mean , I am interested in robotics but  on the software side not on the hardware side but now a days I am working on the hardware of the robot I am finding it really cool working with resistors, diodes, soldering irons, solders, and stuff like that, but at the end of the day I am a software guy and meanwhile I will keep a close notice on the hardware but my real passion will always be soft wares….. hail software….

 

from today I had also started my html lessons ,it is a really cool language …..the main plus point of the html is that it is a very elegant and classy language.. it is a simple yet very effective language….

 

lots of things happens today ,,,,,

1. my first talk with s****

2. v**** came back to college…..

3. p****  and b**** are on the verge of being a good friend…

4. d****** is going out of my life…..

5. my lessons of patience is going forward day by day but very steadily…..

presently, it is 1.57 am in the might and I am going to sleep as I have analog electronics labs today……

so, good night…..

love(s) at first sight……

so it happens to everyone…… in their life , in their college , in their schools , in their workplaces , in their neighborhood……..

 

so , back to the point  , today at the class of autonomous robots, I saw a girl…. she was ok….. I think she was ok….. she was an intelligent girl… today , I realized brain  is the turn on thing for me……. for many looks are the turn on factor, for some eyes are the turn on, figures are for some…. but actually what are these turn on factors ….. I think turn on are the things which we have and what we search in our ideal partner… but it is completely wrong, we should go for someone who understands the feelings not the requirements…..

 

yes, back to the point….. today I met a girl and I completely fell for her…. she has normal looks but extremely attractive and expressive eyes and  I again don’t know why  I fell for her…. her name is s**** and she is from r******…. she is in electronics and telecommunication engg and I am in computer science engg….  I know nothing is going to happens….. as we both have only and only 5 classes remaining for the robotics and after that we have our annual techfest and once the event is done , we may hardly get anytime to see other as different branches means different complete ecosystem and different something something……

it would be fun what unfolds in these 5 days ….. my only wish is that we may become friends…. as lovers cant we be as I know she is in the world but she doesn’t know I exists… sometimes I hate that I am a spoilt boy and girls generally don’t like spoilt boys as , I think, girls like sincere boys with somewhat good looks but I don’t score much in any such areas…….

 

 

PS: she is now friends with my best friend a****… hope there is a fraandship card for me too but I am not as smart as my best friend…. I envy him for his smartness(sometimes)…..

techfests in a college….

everybody says college days are the best periods in one’s life… I agree with them… but which are the happiest periods in  those happy days….. according to me , those are  the days in which something is organized in the college and you are with your best buddies and enjoying it to the fullest, as after  engineering all the buddies goes to different places and to enjoy together becomes a difficult task for them, so it is our responsibility to enjoy it to the fullest….

 

techfests are also important to us…. during techfests ,, people enjoys even working in strange hours doing the projects they want to do to present in the techfests….. in any engineering college it is a common thing to find ambitious students working in strange hours doing things they found interesting…. so while in the techfest, every one learns something which are very usefuls in one’s life… these are the life’s lessons which are learnt in the college and how we learn these lessons determines our life course…..

in the techfest, people learn about the team work, patience, ability to accept the defeat and lots of things…… many stories begins and ends during these fests and most of the times, rarely these stories finds ends their endings…… many people’s real attitude comes out during these times and during the tough times in the techfest, generally, finds out who are their true friends and who were acting only…. during these times, people generally finds out their strengths and weakness…

 

techfests are the times in one’s life which are made to be enjoyed…….

in search of true self

people should do  what they like to do… not what the others want to do…. they should not do the things other do as that thing might not be the thing for them…. all people are made different and everyone’s journey is different and people should respect their journey….

these are the values which I had been taught to me at my home by my parents,,, but when I saw someone committing this type of mistake I feel sorry for them…… if the person is my friend , I advise them and tell them it is not the right thing to do, but when they doesnot pay heed to my pleas and suggestions, I used to get sad and frustated but with time I learnt to say them fuck u…

 

one of my friends is committing this mistake now a days and I am tired and had decided not to say anything to him but to remain silent and see what happens to him at the end…. in short he will be sort of my case study…. lets see, what this situation develops into…..

 

 

now , about me, I am just a person who has strong opinions about how things should be done, it doesn’t mean that I don’t like experimenting ,,,,, I like experimenting but I just don’t do experiment for the sake of experimentaion  but I do it because I like doing it…. for example: this is I think , is my 5th or 6th attempt to maintain a blog post…..

 

 

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